serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside
I get Intrusive thoughts

like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus

Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work but I'll take a maybe

Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me

So I'm capitulating
Crying like a fucking baby

I'm running low on

serotonin

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Chemical imbalance got me
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  st
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th
ings
Stabilize
with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
      From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get
                                               Intrusive thoughts

Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love

Like does it ever really stop?
When there's control I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
But I try to contain it
Oh, It gets so draining
It's like my heart is failing
Every night I'm contemplating
My inner voices saying, "tough"
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, try to brush it off

I'm running low on

serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside